I cannot really express how I feel at this very moment. Mixed emotions that is. I would like to write a blog about it but no words would come out of my head. It seems so empty. Drained. Exhausted. It must have been so, because in the past few months I have been battling with myself. Battles wherein I have never been to before. I was like a knight who lost his armor and has nothing to protect his precious life with but to trust his instincts and God-given strength.